Radiant Feminine Awakening
Attention to all women who are feeling emotionally overwhelmed, dependent on people, and emotionally directionless!
This here is for you. For the one who is looking to up-level her sabr, taqwa, & tawakul.
Is this you….?
You find that you have dreams and goals that you want to execute, but you don’t quite have the confidence to put it into action?
You feel unseen and unheard by the people around you. You feel that no matter how much you communicate with them, you aren’t heard and your thoughts and feelings are not respected. You find yourself in situations that end up back-firing on you, even though your intentions were pure-hearted. You feel that you are unnoticed and un-appreciated. Your love is un-appreciated. No matter how much efforts you put in, you feel that they are wasted.
You find yourself overthinking, looking for the perfect solution to your problems and so you wind up thinking for days. The days could turn to months, and sometimes even years. You’ve tried so hard to creep yourself out of these looping thoughts, but a part of you feels that if you could just find out the WHY behind your every thought, you can make your thoughts quiet. Your nerves to simmer down. But it doesn’t do that. Instead, your thoughts keep roaring. The influx of thoughts, coupled with everything you have to do in your daily life, is literally draining you. Burning you out.
You feel drained. You feel fatigued. You keep Googling, “Why do I feel so tired?” Or “What foods help with energy?” But you’re back at square 1. No answers, and feeling frustrated and irritated with yourself.
Fear grips your decisions. it dominates your thoughts. The “What ifs” grip your mind. And you find yourself operating from these thoughts. Constantly.
You’re tired of feeling this way. You’re tired of feeling constantly tired. You’re tired of feeling that Allah swt isn’t there. You’re tired of people around you who don’t care for you. You’re tired of being irritated by the judgement, of avoiding places for your own peace. You’re tired of constantly being a step ahead to keep yourself emotionally and psychologically safe. You’re tired of over-extending yourself.
If this sounds like you, that means you have some Thought Blueprints, that may be holding you back from the peace, calm, & serenity that you desire.
You’ve got to take hold of your thoughts, your life, so that you can stop living in the past, or living far off in the future. Doing this will help you walk towards what God has written for you, so you can finally claim it. Boldly, proudly, confidently.
Most women are allowing their fears to control them and their thoughts to take root within them, causing them to become bitter
They become constantly triggered by the world around them, not knowing that it is their Thought Blueprints that have allowed them to reach such a state of self-criticism, and burnout
Gorgeous, it’s tiiiime you let go of those thought patterns.
The ones that keep you up at 2am, the ones that drill in the background as whitenoise as you’re doing your groceries, or having a meeting with your co-workers at work.
Yup, those thoughts.
Ascertaining Thought Blueprints
Working on your soul’s Thought Blueprints allows you the opportunity to finally shed the shadow you
The one weighing you down
The one who’s acting from a place of starved attention, and lost love
You’re supposed to live as God intended you to live, He intended you to live abundant
He intended that you would use the tools on this Earth to make you a Khalifa, a guardian over this Earth
What does a guardian have? A guardian is capable. A guardian is confident, a guardian abundantly rich with wisdom, strength, sabr, tawakul, and an intuition that leads them forward. A God-led intuition.
God didn’t intend for you to go through this alone. He intends to be there with you, but you need to do your part too.
You are a woman.
A woman. A woman is powerful. You are beautiful, seductive, sensual, knowing, intuitive, and rare.
You are elegant, bejeweled and enchanting.
I know. It is so tiring to be in that state that you are in. To watch videos, follow influencers, trying to find results for your fatigue, your burnout, your broken relationships, and for the influx of emotions. Trying to be so strong, but feeling broken inside. Where is the relief?
You’ve got to work on your Thought Blueprints to reach your Radiant Feminine Awakening.
Telling yourself to be positive, isn’t it
Not allowing yourself to cry, isn’t it
Saying affirmations constantly robotically, isn’t it
Busying yourself with tasks you don’t need to be busying yourself with, isn’t it and it won’t make it go away
And it can be daunting, being a Muslim woman who writes so candidly about loss, joy, love, & hope. Because why is she writing about such subjects, fictitious narratives, or past encounters?
But loving the written word, in all its forms causes me to be open to scrutiny. Whether it be good or bad.
Because dear, you need to go beyond the fear of being seen
The fear of being known
The fear of maybe, just maybe, being understood by someone out there
Or maybe being understood incorrectly
It can’t define you
It can be daunting, I get it. Opening a can of worms, especially a can that you worked so hard not to get close to. Observing it from afar, hoping that such observation was enough to make it go away. Thinking, maybe your darkness is just too much for you to look at with a magnifying glass. Maybe it was a job for someone else. 👀
But believe me when I say, that there is no amount of pushing it to the side, pushing it to “someone else” to inspect…that will be your saving grace.
Your can of worms will only get bigger, larger, and will one day
Explode.
I’m a Muslim woman who loves poetry, the happy ones & the not-so happy ones.
Sometimes “having it all” isn’t the problem
Sometimes there’s a problem inside, in your thoughts that’s stopping you from going forward
You feel you’re either living in the past, or living in the future
But never in the present, you’re never truly living in the present
And it feels exhausting, as you can’t figure it out
You’re in a never-ending quest, like Ibn Batuta, but instead of traveling the world
You’re traveling through your never-ending thoughts, trying to understand yourself
And that was me
For years, and it was terrible and beautiful. All wrapped in one.
I had friends & family, yet I felt lonely inside. Distant.
I was constantly running, constantly reading. Trying to outrun something, but what was it?
Myself
Until, I finally decided to change everything. Accept, decide, & move forward. I read books and invested thousands of dollars into myself
And here are the results
🕊️ I was able to get accepted to one of the best universities in the world, while I was working 3 jobs and trying to make ends meet
🕊️ I now make triple what I used to 🤑, by the grace of Allah swt. No 3 jobs in sight!
🕊️ I have a mindset & coaching business while also doing what I love.. poetry writing ❤️
🕊️My life is full of the love, attention and care that I so craved before, all because I worked on my mindset and self-concept
🕊️ I am closer to Allah swt in ways that I never would have imagined just a couple years ago. I thought I was there then, but boy am I there now! 😌
🕊️ My body and health are amazing. My health is exactly where I need it to be. No more constant headaches! No more aches in my body. Alhamdulilah.
🕊️ I keep getting gifts out of nowhere, allll the time. This is Allah!
Before, I used to have this feeling that I have to work so hard.
That the world is on my shoulders and that it was solely I who can drive the results of my goals.
I felt like I was constantly running
But, I had to re-orient my mind to understand that Allah swt is the one who drives the world around me.
He is the one who gives you the world when you become in a state of ‘islam.’
A state of letting go
A state of giving the fear to Allah swt and giving in to Trust instead
And the transformation of every woman who enters is mind-blowing
Gurl, it's happening. TRUST. You're becoming HER.
♡
Gurl, it's happening. TRUST. You're becoming HER. ♡
Embrace your feminine radiance, walk in your purpose, and journey towards profound healing & growth.